I fail at keeping these journals. They are always a year out of date.

Here is an update:

I am attending full time college for the Cabinetry Trade.

I am living on the East Coast of Canada in a strange place called Newfoundland.

I plan on travelling the world best I can and have fun with life even when it's being a pain.

I am still generally dirt poor, but such is the life of a student.

I like to craft, but am a novice and everything and an expert and none.

.... Becasue muppet flailing arms makes EVERYTHING funny!

So, yeah. Recently un-employed, looking for work, but looking to start school again.

I may try trades this time... I keep leaning towards wood... we'll see where that ends up going.

Cleaned up the gallary a bit, got rid of old stuff... should clean it out more and start from scratch, but I'm not quite ready to yet.

I'm goign to start using this as a place to put my progress pictures and tutorials for my hobby, Ball Joint Dolls.

Yes I'm one of THEM now.

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAA

Mind you I'm rather content with the only a few dolls (I have a Soom Namu and a Pipos Mango) but I LOVE making stuff for them. LOVE IT.

So this is where I'll be placing my tutorials for things I make in my spare time once my photoshop decides to work.

Other things that will be here will be pictures of my dolls/props, random art I spew out, and whatever the hell I want to add here.

... and I am content with this.

I'm going home tonight and revising my Resume. I'm so busy but bored and fustrated in this job it's not funny. I know I'm getting bitey and surly and I hate it. It pays well and they treate me well enough, but it's just not working out. I need more of a challenge, I need something more creative, I need something with more PEOPLE!

ARRRRRRrrrrrrgggghhhhHH!!

.... Okay.... that felt a little better... but still. This is gonna suck. I was hoping I'd be able to take if for at least six months to get the experience... but I don't think I can stand being this angry all the time for another three months.

...Dammit, and just when I'd be viable for medicle.

... Am I curse to constently need to move from jab to job? Am I destined to be a drifter like the rest of my family?

WHY CAN'T I BE SATISFIED!!!!

I'm going home tonight and revising my Resume. I'm so busy but bored and fustrated in this job it's not funny. I know I'm getting bitey and surly and I hate it. It pays well and they treate me well enough, but it's just not working out. I need more of a challenge, I need something more creative, I need something with more PEOPLE!

ARRRRRRrrrrrrgggghhhhHH!!

.... Okay.... that felt a little better... but still. This is gonna suck. I was hoping I'd be able to take if for at least six months to get the experience... but I don't think I can stand being this angry all the time for another three months.

...Dammit, and just when I'd be viable for medicle.

... Am I curse to constently need to move from jab to job? Am I destined to be a drifter like the rest of my family?

WHY CAN'T I BE SATISFIED!!!!

Both the journal and my devart in general.

I withdrew from school aaages ago, and have been working at an alternative clothing and stuffs store called Millennium in Metrotown since. Any one whose a Vancouverite probalby knows what I'm talking about.

Won't be working there for muc hlonger though as the job, while horrendously fun, pays poorly and even if I got full time hours it wouldn't be enough to pay all my monthly bills.. currently on part time hours and it barely even pays half in good months. So I'm again in the continuous job hunt.

I'm also pre-occupied with trying to achieve my two goals I have now. Own my own 1/3 sized Ball Joint Doll (BJD) boy by the end of the year, and back pack across Europe again before or on my 24'th birthday (three years from now). The last time I back packed across Europe I was 14... it'd be nice to do it all over again ten years (or sooner) later and by myself/with freinds and not with my family.

So yeah.. looking for jobs in the hopes of saving up to knock those two things off my list ALONG with 'Pay My Bills' and 'Stay Out Of Living In My Dad's Basement'.... 'cause I think my brother will be needing it again soon. AND I like my apartment to much.

Otherwise, life continues on, friends are here, and so is everything else. Hopefully I"ll remember to update a wee bit more often then 'twice or so a year' from here out... though I make no promises, 'cause I never keep promises I make on here XD. I'm horrible.

SIARO!!